DH found out I'm in love with another guy
Thursday, August 29, 2013
For months, I have been anxious about how he would react to this kind of news. I can't help myself. This other guy, although we haven't actually met yet, is just so sweet and I'm head-over-heels for him. He is significantly younger. I never dreamed I could love another man as much as I love my husband. Surprisingly enough, my husband is quite okay with it all. He seemed so happy when we found out.
Of course, I am talking about my baby!! We found out today that we are having a boy!!! I am ecstatic! We've got two wonderful girls and now a little man on the way. I am so utterly relieved because my family and friends have all been telling me it's a boy and was afraid to hear negative comments about my baby if it was, in fact, another girl. It angered me to think they would feel disappointment toward my baby for any reason. My mother, especially. She has no filter and can be downright rude and hurtful sometimes without meaning to be. Now I don't have to worry about that, and I don't have to feel pressured to "try for a boy" or if we decide to have anymore children, made to feel like we were only trying for a boy.
I am over the moon right now and can't wait to start really bonding with my son. I have so many craft projects to get started on!!