backontrack Day 25

I kind of.... fell off the track for the last two weeks.

All I do is work and sleep these days. It's not healthy, but I'm exhausted... constantly.

I'm not happy with myself - for having to start over once again, and failing at making my career, my household chores, and my health balance where I can do all three.

I know I shouldn't beat myself up over it, but I'm tired of having to start over. I don't know why or how I stop. It just seems to happen..

Sometimes I think of leaving my job for something that will allow me to work days. So I can have a shot at normalcy. But I love my industry.