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Thursday, August 15, 2013

Well, my low this year has still been 218 in June, have been hanging 220-222 ever since. So I'm not going to make my goal of 200 or even 210 this year. It has been a very stressful season, with new responsibilities that I just don't seem to be rising to the challenge of -- despite the fact that people keep telling me I'm doing fine.

So the goal now is to make sure I don't rise higher than last Winter's peak of 238. Can I keep it below 235? How about 230? I will be buying some new jeans at Yuletide, I've been needing them for a long time but wasn't sure what waist size to purchase. I'm going to get 36s unless something else happens. This in itself is a victory, as it wasn't a year ago I was wearing 44s.
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  • WOWEETOO
    my dear friend
    just hang there my friend..maintain within the four pound range..you can do i know you can..this is a lifetime thing you are doing for sure..it takes time in my 273 pound loss i had to hang a lot within a four pound range and i hung once for 9 months 40 pounds out from goal with everyone telling me how awesome i looked..i guarantee it is hard to hang harder than losing the weight..but you can do it..you have the tools drink more water my friend!! and know i am out heere rooting for you when you think no one hears you including your self!!
    loves and hugs
    the lady mary
    and from 44 to 36 my goodness is that wonderful or not?? emoticon
    1894 days ago
  • ASILLA
    I believe progress is still a good thing. Your down quite a few sizes from last year, I think that in itself is a wonderful thing! Plus buying new jeans always makes a person feel netter, especially a smaller size than last time! LOL! You must be doing something right.
    It is natural I think most of us that are on this fitness journey would like to be down the path a little further than we are, I certainly would.

    I've taken this week off for a mental break from my job (I blogged about it, so not going into detail on yours) I understand stress and the effects it has on our mind and body. If the people are saying your doing fine, that has to be a good thing right?
    We Sparkers are in this together, thanks for posting!
    Bright Blessings, Lisa

    1894 days ago
  • ZAIVALA
    I agree with you, except that my history has been to gain weight in the Winter and lose it in the Summer and Fall. I am not accepting weight gain, I am accepting my body. As I have noted in previous blogs, my Winter highs have gotten progressively lower and, until this year, my Autumn lows have gotten correspondingly lower. Last year I hit 209;.8... was hoping to break 200 this year but it's not happening.
    1895 days ago
  • KNEWMETODAY
    Please hang in there. My top weight was 286.5; when I joined Spark, I weighted 249.8. I lost 40 lb...then gained a bit and I've been hanging around 210-214 for over a year now. My take is this: Nearly my entire life (I'm 68), I've been overweight and, for me, maintaining is a positive. and something I've not experienced. Previously, when I stopped losing I gained it all back and more.

    I'm not sure right now that just "holding your own" is a bad thing. I'm not so sure that it's good to give yourself permission to gain though.

    Hang in there---you are not alone!

    Kathy
    1895 days ago

    Comment edited on: 8/15/2013 10:50:33 AM
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