Day 35 of 90
Thursday, August 15, 2013
Hanging out with a gf of mine is doing me no good on my diet. I dont know how she keeps the weight off the way she eats, all junk really. If I ate like she does I would be 500lbs. I need to get myself back on track but it is hard with others around that eat only junk and if I am hungry that is what I have to eat also when with her.
I have been looking into other diets/life changes like vegan, paleo. Dont really understand the paleo dont know if I could really do either. With PCOS I really need to find a diet that works with me. a diet that gets this damn weight off
Last night went to the drive in. Have not been to a drive in in prob 20 years. I had my son sit on my lap but he keep sliding off bc of my big belly. I look like I am 9 months pregnant. I hate being like this, i never in a million years thought that I would be this heavy and it would be so hard to take off. I wish that I didnt have PCOS so It would be easier to lose weight and I wouldnt feel like such a failure.