It's a process...and I have to love myself
Sunday, August 11, 2013
So if I had posted a blog entry yesterday it would have been full of doom and gloom...on top of a WHOLE lot of self-loathing.
What brought me back to Sparkpeople yesterday was a serious trigger Friday night. I had to pack my clothes to go for a dinner the following day. Wasn't practical to come home from work and get ready....
I dashed downstairs to grab some formal wear to try on...well the deciding factor didn't take long. 90% of the outfits no longer fit.....EEEEEEEKS.
This lead to me sitting on down at my desk yesterday morning....thinking and realizing that I've fallen off track AGAIN. I ran to the nurses room to weigh myself during my lunch break....
Drum roll please...
No miracles here. Nope it wasn't a case of severe bloating, my clothes shrinking or lack of wearing Spanx.
I have gained 13 pounds since April. WOWZERS. This explains:
-my heel and joints killing me more than usual
-freaking tight clothes
So I'm back, and ready to get back in the game.