Oh Sparkpeople...Its been too long!
Saturday, August 10, 2013
Hey everyone!!! Its been too long! I stopped my Sparking journey at the beginning of the year. Reason being, i was not getting the results i wanted. I have been on sparkpeople since 2008 (roughly) and i have not lost any weight. But of course, its not SP's fault! it was my own. For some reason, i have always compared my success to that of others, in everything i did. so i get on SP and read so many success stories and always ask myself "why can't i do that? what's wrong with me?" NOTHING! my journey is my journey, just like everyone's journey is their own. Its taken me forever to realize that, and now that I have, I'm BAAAA-AAACK! Its time for me to focus on myself and my triumphs, not others'. I tried to do it on my own, but there was nothing to hold me accountable. So many times, after overeating/binging, i would say, "i'll just start over tomorrow." Basically, i hid from you all. I hid all my failures and lack of will power. i didn't want you judging me. But i do need a push...support...encouragement
...things i can get from those who have been where I am now. and what better place to go to find it than SPARKPEOPLE?