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Oh Sparkpeople...Its been too long!

Saturday, August 10, 2013

Hey everyone!!! Its been too long! I stopped my Sparking journey at the beginning of the year. Reason being, i was not getting the results i wanted. I have been on sparkpeople since 2008 (roughly) and i have not lost any weight. But of course, its not SP's fault! it was my own. For some reason, i have always compared my success to that of others, in everything i did. so i get on SP and read so many success stories and always ask myself "why can't i do that? what's wrong with me?" NOTHING! my journey is my journey, just like everyone's journey is their own. Its taken me forever to realize that, and now that I have, I'm BAAAA-AAACK! Its time for me to focus on myself and my triumphs, not others'. I tried to do it on my own, but there was nothing to hold me accountable. So many times, after overeating/binging, i would say, "i'll just start over tomorrow." Basically, i hid from you all. I hid all my failures and lack of will power. i didn't want you judging me. But i do need a push...support...encouragement
...things i can get from those who have been where I am now. and what better place to go to find it than SPARKPEOPLE? emoticon
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  • CHYNNA81
    However long the journey takes, some of will be there till the end. Even if it's just a comment, a goodie or a huddle with your team Spark isn't going anywhere. emoticon back Diva.

    How are you treating your hair. Hopefully you are showing it lots of love.. Huddle with the Diva's today.
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    1774 days ago
  • GODSBEST
    It is your journey, but it's not an easy one. It's made by making day by day health decisions. You can do this and we are all here to encourage and motivate you along the way.

    1774 days ago
  • PENNYPEARLS
    We are not here to judge you. We have all had our struggles with weight. Welcome back!! emoticon
    1774 days ago
  • DELIA38961
    good luck
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    1775 days ago
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