middle of the night.
Friday, August 02, 2013
My eating is fine. Pretty much.
except the fact that I allowed myself to eat the two healthiest options from the machines at the hospital:
a dark chocolate bar
a "healthy" version of a chip
Ok, but I did eat breakfast - I made a banana applesauce oatmeal bar gluten free, egg free, sugar free so I have a small pan of that at home.
Dinner was a baked potato with cheese and bacon, and a side salad, and a frosty.
snack: rice cake with hazlenut spread.
and I walked 2.5 miles again.
and practiced deep breathing to relax.
sleeping in odd places. Mostly chairs.
Neck was better, mostly, on Thursday.
Now that it is early Friday, that's a little different.
Supposed to return to work today.
I am finding that concept difficult to deal with since I have to drive half an hour to get there. I will work it out.
No change with the hubby - still ventilated, sedated.
and I am in a deep fog. Can't you sense the emptiness.
That is my other half, we are one, and I feel his pain.
Even my left foot is aching for his.