Bloody hell.

Friday, July 26, 2013

I am trying very very hard not to stress eat right now.

My Landlords appeared today to announce they are selling the house and the other half and I have 3 weeks to move out. Yep. 3 weeks. Oh, my landlords - are my parents.

and how was *your* day???

yeah. so. I'm freaking out a bit. I've been alternating between that and numb.

I want to eat. I want chips, and cookies, and ice cream, and popcorn.... it's bad enough that I've been drinking. I'm on my third bottle - half of a Guinness (the other half had started it and then gave it to me), one bottle of homebrewed Rye PA beer, and now a hard cider. (Don't send the other half to get me a drink, he got me the Rye... I wanted a cider....) I am not tracking today, intentionally.

I did manage to NOT go crazy on eating. I had a proper portioned dinner. I did not eat a bag of chips on my own. I did not eat all the wafer stick cookie things - I had a serving of them. ONE serving. I wanted the bag. I had a serving. I wanted all the chips - I had a serving. I am now upstairs and away from the kitchen. If I am down there it is too tempting to get food I don't need - or more to drink. I am going to enjoy my cider and crash out.

If I can make it through this without going off the deep end on food, I can manage anything.
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  • LINDAM.1
    3 days Yiks
    1655 days ago
    sorry to read you are having such a hard time. Let's hope "rock bottom" isn't too bumpy and you start to climb up again soon
    2301 days ago
  • HHLTD1
    Keep at it. I think it is great that even though you had some of the things you are trying to stay away from at least it is portion controlled. That says a lot when you are under stress. Hang in there you can do it.
    2301 days ago
    hoping things start smoothing out for you soon,
    2301 days ago
    my aunt and uncle rented a house and the owner's children went to sell and gave them less then a month to find a new place for them and their 3 children. They did end up finding a nice house though.
    2301 days ago
    You don't want to have to pack with the extra weight on your joints. So DON'T binge !
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    I just had a really rough day, too. I am a chip binger & I came on here when I was about ready to inhale a bag with a soda.

    Hey, who knows ,maybe this new move will be just what the doctor ordered. You may even be happier when all is said & done.
    2301 days ago
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