LADYNEST

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Bloody hell.

Friday, July 26, 2013

I am trying very very hard not to stress eat right now.

My Landlords appeared today to announce they are selling the house and the other half and I have 3 weeks to move out. Yep. 3 weeks. Oh, my landlords - are my parents.

and how was *your* day???

yeah. so. I'm freaking out a bit. I've been alternating between that and numb.

I want to eat. I want chips, and cookies, and ice cream, and popcorn.... it's bad enough that I've been drinking. I'm on my third bottle - half of a Guinness (the other half had started it and then gave it to me), one bottle of homebrewed Rye PA beer, and now a hard cider. (Don't send the other half to get me a drink, he got me the Rye... I wanted a cider....) I am not tracking today, intentionally.

I did manage to NOT go crazy on eating. I had a proper portioned dinner. I did not eat a bag of chips on my own. I did not eat all the wafer stick cookie things - I had a serving of them. ONE serving. I wanted the bag. I had a serving. I wanted all the chips - I had a serving. I am now upstairs and away from the kitchen. If I am down there it is too tempting to get food I don't need - or more to drink. I am going to enjoy my cider and crash out.

If I can make it through this without going off the deep end on food, I can manage anything.
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  • LINDAM.1
    3 days Yiks
    1655 days ago
  • RAINBOWCHOC
    sorry to read you are having such a hard time. Let's hope "rock bottom" isn't too bumpy and you start to climb up again soon
    2301 days ago
  • HHLTD1
    Keep at it. I think it is great that even though you had some of the things you are trying to stay away from at least it is portion controlled. That says a lot when you are under stress. Hang in there you can do it.
    2301 days ago
  • MERRYMARY42
    hoping things start smoothing out for you soon,
    2301 days ago
  • IMREITE
    my aunt and uncle rented a house and the owner's children went to sell and gave them less then a month to find a new place for them and their 3 children. They did end up finding a nice house though.
    2301 days ago
  • AUTUMNHOPE
    You don't want to have to pack with the extra weight on your joints. So DON'T binge !
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    I just had a really rough day, too. I am a chip binger & I came on here when I was about ready to inhale a bag with a soda.
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    Hey, who knows ,maybe this new move will be just what the doctor ordered. You may even be happier when all is said & done.
    2301 days ago
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