I had it!!

Friday, July 26, 2013

Well I had my surgery and it was a success!! On July 19, Friday at 7:30 am I checked in for my gastric bypass and went in around 9:30. I was discharched on the following Sunday morning. Honestly I think the procedure and everything went pretty good considering the severity of the surgery. I wasn't expecting to be up and moving around as fast as I was but by Saturday I was up and walking around the halls of the hospital with my Mom. Believe it or not I actually really enjoyed the time I had there spending with just my mom...even tho I was in pain and extremely thirsty....It was great spending time with her. I have to say that coming out of surgery I feel the most awful part for me until Saturday afternoon was not being able to have anything to drink. I was so incredibly thirsty and my mouth so dry that I didn't think I was going to make it that long. The things they were giving me to wet my mouth just weren't cutting it. When I was allowed to have that first cup of water and bowl of broth I was thrilled. I knew that I was supposed to sip slowly but clearly I didn't sip slowly enough for my new stomach. For the entire evening I was belching a disgusting foam until there was nothing left to belch. Then came the intense pain that I knew I would feel....I felt like someone was trying to cut my stomach in half with a dull butter knife and throwing salt on it with each stroke. I had to learn how to do things completely differently and move completely different to accommodate my new stomach. Coming home has been a whole different experience for me and by far more challenging and unpleasant than my hospital stay. My mom and Elijah left on Monday so here I was with my new egg shaped stomach, tons of questions, exhausted, in pain, and with no idea of how to take care of myself. Well in the process of my discharge, my doctors had taken me completely off of one really important medication that states right there on the directions to never "just stop" taking the medication. They took me off my anti-depressants and didn't provide me with a back up. They told me I would be ok throughout the weekend and until I could get in the following week to see my PCP. I was on Cymbalta and had been for about 2 years and doing great with it. Well I was doing great at home recovery wise...walking every day, sipping my soup, drinking my water, and feeling absolutely great on Monday night all hell broke loose. I didn't sleep a wink all night and the sun was coming up before I was finally able to close my eyes and sleep. However, it wasn't a fit sleep...I was having these really terrifying dreams. It was like I was stuck in the deep dark hole trying to escape and the faster I go up the hole, the faster that gut wrenching, blood curdling, make the hair stand on your neck fear came after me and pulled me further into the dream. Then when I would finally wake up in the morning, it would be as if I had never really woke up at all. I felt as if I were still in the dream; in a sort of fog, hovering over myself as I watched my body go through all the motions of another day. By the end of the day on Wednesday, I had had enough and decided to call my surgeons office and talk to a nurse. I told her I was having really bad moments of sweating, nightmares, and all my other symptoms. She explained to me that I was having withdrawals from my Cymbalta and that she had heard really bad stories of people coming down off that medication cold turkey like I was. Unfortunately there was nothing they could do for me but put me on a new medication and thankfully my PCP had started me on a new one that day. So today my head is clear and my symptoms are not nearly as severe but still there. Now I'm just suffering from really bad depression and probably will until my new medication kicks in. As for my is still there but not nearly as bad as I had thought it would be. I am still incredibly tired and have my moments when I just hurt all over, but I guess that is to be expected. So that is my story so far and I will try and get on and post more when I can!
Share This Post With Others
Member Comments About This Blog Post
    I am so sorry to hear what you went through. One of my fears is what I will do about my meds after surgery. I intend on bringing it up when I see the surgeon. I have a list ready with questions and that is at the top of it. I know coming off those kinds of meds can be really bad. Hang in there it will be a short time till the new ones take over and all is back to normal.
    1730 days ago
  • PATTYR81
    I'm glad your surgery went well and you had time with your mom. My mom passed in 1996 and I like to think she is watching over me in my journey now.

    I sounds like you are doing the right things- keep focusing on your health and be persistent in getting what you need.

    emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1730 days ago
    I hope you get to feeling well again soon.
    1730 days ago
    I am glad your surgery went well! It is a lot to adjust to, and no matter how prepared you think you are going into it, usually you find that you are not as prepared as you thought. That is ok! It happens to all of us. You're right, it is a HUGE adjustment learning to do things over again, but you will be fine! All of us experience a learning curve.

    I am sorry that you are depressed. I hope you get your med situation figured out.

    1730 days ago
    Wow, Teamie, you have been through the wars! I am so sorry that you are depressed because of new depression meds. So happy you are not in withdrawal anymore. Are there some people around you who can stay with you for a bit or who can touch base with you regularly? Have you been to your support group yet?
    Just keep phoning your medical team, keep irritating them, that is why they get paid the mega bucks.
    Speak to your counsellor. Keep drinking water. Keep walking and taking your regular fluid meals. And keep focusing on your new life with your new body.
    Hang in there!
    1730 days ago
  • ANDYGIRL1219
    emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1730 days ago
  • RIGEIN24
    That seems really unprofessional to me to claim "you will be okay without it". They have no right to make that claim if they're not the ones who prescribed your antidepressant in the first place. That being said, I really do hope you'll be okay until you can get Cymbalta again (you will get it again, right?).

    Anyway, I'm very glad your surgery went well besides that!
    1730 days ago
  • Add Your Comment to the Blog Post

    Log in to post a comment

    Disclaimer: Weight loss results will vary from person to person. No individual result should be seen as a typical result of following the SparkPeople program.

More Blogs by KRISSYLEEP