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Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Hi! SO, it's been... a really... really long time.

Well. I've had some relationship drama, then finding out I had to move drama, then hurting my back drama, then moving drama, then some more relationship drama.
Also, I haven't worked out or tracked eating in... months.

Put all that together and I haven't been motivated whatsoever to show my face 'round these parts.
Which is SAD!!

I hope you all have been well.

Yesterday I put on my bathing suit and swam at the rec center for the first time in months. I honestly had the very serious conviction that I wasn't going to be able to fit into the thing. I was able to, which shows me that, even though I know I've gained some weight, and I dont like the way my body is distributed now as much, there is part of me that is crazy in there, thinking that I'd be too big for the suit.

A girl I know wants to start swimming with me Tues/Thurs. We'll see how that goes, but, obviously, structure and a routine is WHAT I NEED for success, and have been utterly lacking.

It feels really good to have taken at least a first step...

So, that's a super brief update, but, at least I'm still alive, right? :)
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    Welcome back! I've been just lurking mostly myself! haha
    1732 days ago
    So glad to here you are still alive :) Hope all the drama settles down and you can get back at it! Glad you checked in
    1732 days ago
    SO good to hear from you!!!! We missed you LOTS, Hun!!!

    Sorry to hear about your multiple dramas in your relationship! emoticon I hope you are ok now!!!

    Yay for swimming partners! Routine is KEY for me too... hang in there, it's so easy to stop, but a little harder to get back up! BUT SO WORTH IT!!!
    1733 days ago
    Yay! I am so glad to hear from you, and that you are okay, despite the drama laden life you've had of late.

    I hope that drama has sorted itself and that you are liking your new place (I assume from the moving drama thing?)

    A swimming buddy is a great idea!

    I'm glad that you are back, take your time, catch us up when you can...
    1733 days ago
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