Back Once Again
Monday, July 22, 2013
I feel like I am trapped on a hamster wheel—gaining and losing the same few pounds, never getting anywhere. I always start with so much resolution. I become dedicated to this lifestyle of healthy living but it never last long. Something comes along and derails me.
Why can I not stay dedicated? Where has my resolve gone? Why can I not just pick myself up? Why do I stay down?
I don’t need more knowledge. I know the shoulds and shouldn’ts. I know what I need to do to get to where I want to be.
Knowledge is not the problem.
I am the problem.
I feel like there is something broken inside of me; something that keeps me from being able to stay the course.
Lord, please let this time be different.