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Friday, July 12, 2013

Yea, it's Friday!! I wait all week for this one day, but today isn't a normal Friday. I don't get to see Jason and that upsets me, but I sat down and wrote him a LONG letter. Going to call Monday to see if I can visit with him on Tuesday...Guess I will have to change my day to Tuesday just to make sure I get to see him. I wouldn't be so upset if they would have taken a moment to call and ask if I wanted to go...They get that call every week. But since he (Jason) has been in all this trouble, they (his father, his brother & sisters his whatever she is to his dad) haven't wanted to go. They have not been to one single court date, not one single visit to the jail...I spent every Saturday for 9 long months getting up and driving 30 min to see him for 15 at 7 am and now since December I have seen him every Friday...But OH WELL... I am done playing nice. I really don't feel I owe them anything anymore. Maybe I am being a *itch, maybe I am just protecting me I don't know anymore. But I am the only one who has put money on his account, I am the only one that has gone to see him, I am the only one that has gone to court each and every time even If its for the judge to pass it to the next month...SO FROM NOW ON....I go when I want and I don't tell anyone....I am tired of being walked on and stepped on.

It's Friday....I have plans to go with friends tomorrow and grill and ride 4wheelers, always something I look forward to. SO ... NO MORE WORRYING ... plus tonight a good friend just moved back to town, (he works for a law enforcement agency here) and we are gonna go take the car out and drive the roads!! Love that too... I think God must have been listening when I asked him to send someone that I could count on ... I have missed him, I am truly sorry for the circumstances behind his coming back, but I am so happy he is back!!

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