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Monday, July 08, 2013

I hate being that girl that always has depressing blogs. I wanna have I am a success blog. But I let another guy get the best of me. fell hard for him and was pretty happy with him. Until he asked if another girl can sleep in his that became a huge fight and we broke up. Now given my past I should be proud of myself for not taking any bull crap from him. But I have to remind myself that I was on cloud 9 with him and that fall is gonna hurt pretty bad. But I will slowly get back on my feet. Now another thing my van had smoke coming out of it on the way to work today.....really now it has to do that. whatever it needs oil, I can fix that. The most important thing though is my daughter's dad is trying to take custody of my daughter from me and it is wearing me down. This has been going on for 5 plus years now. I am not a bad mom, I dont get in trouble, never been to jail, I dont neglect my kids, and work super hard to provide for them. But he feels that she will have a better life for her. Its really a control thing, he was so controlling over me when we were married. Soi now I get to pay for a lawyer again and worry non stop about my baby girl. ugh trying to find the silver lining in all this. I hate complaining like this but I cant concentrate on work with all this on my mind. I cant wait to go for my walk tonight, thats my stress reliever. Thanks for listening
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    Be strong! You will need to be to get past this rough spot. emoticon
    1752 days ago
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    1752 days ago
    thank you that really does help. Shes 6 and she does see it already. Makes me sad for her.
    1752 days ago
    I wish I could say it is easy but I can not lie to you it is hard but you are doing a great job I hope that your Daughter can see his game and not go for it (assuming she is old enough) good luck emoticon
    1752 days ago
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