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Diary of a mad housewife !

Saturday, July 06, 2013

Okay I need to vent ! I am new to blogging this is my first ever ! I don't really like as my mom would say to "Air my dirty laundry to the public."But this is Spark People and part of the thought behind Spark is to ask for advice when you run in to a problem and who better to know then some of you guys , If you ever saw the old old movie Diary of a mad housewife , then that's how my month has been going .Except I hope I am not mad and I am not a housewife ! First a small taste of some very weird things that have happened to me this week .
At work : Everyone decided to work extra long and extra hard on the 3rd of July so we could all have the 4th off . Co worker 1 . I am exhausted , I just want to go out for a little while and have a beer , dont worry I will come back at 6 and help you guys get things together . NEVER CAME BACK ! Co Worker 2 just disappeared. My conversation with the boss went like this . "Where is everyone ! Am I the only one here ?" " Well it is after 8 , everyone was tired , " " But what happened to the agreement that we all work late and get the job done ?"Boss" I dont know I guess its up to you "
At the grocery store. Stopped after work to get some food after working late and being exhausted and my ex husband was there , Started screaming at me and calling me names because he said I was " Making faces at him " Could possibly be it was 900 degrees out and I was tired and of course relates to story above about me being the only one working late after everyone agreed. Back to the ex , so even with his horrible behavior I need my son's conformation , Did I make faces at your father ? "no" Did I even speak to your father , I am so tired and hot I don't remember ." " "No " " So what your telling me is , Your father saw me in the car sitting here and then started screaming I was making faces at him ? " Son said " That about sums it up Ma."
My DBF said later " Your nagging me , You keep telling me I dont say I love you enough its really annoying and I am getting tired of it ." Me shocked " I dont remember saying that to you ! " DBF " No you didnt say it , but I know your thinking it." Now at that point I wasnt thinking that but about how far my foot could fit up a certain place !
Believe me there are about 5 more weird stories I could tell but wont bore you ! To make a long story short , This is effecting my sleep and eating habits , that makes me even more depressed because now I fear I will gain back all the weight I lost . Any advice you guys ?
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  • TREV1964
    The only advice I would have here for you Kylie is make sure you keep your control over the food and make sure that it never has control over you.
    Over eating is a mild form of self abuse and surely your ex doesn't deserve to derive any pleasure whatsoever from any result of what you do to yourself in a negative way.
    The best way is to re-focus everything into "you" making sure "you" get "you" right. You need to succeed for you. I know you can do it.


    1812 days ago
    :( I am sorry Kylie. That seems like a whole lot to deal with all in a day. That being said you are a strong independent woman. You will bounce back and be just fine. Just remeber to take a deep breather and take one day at a time. And feel free to message me any time you need to blow off steam. emoticon
    1812 days ago
    Yesterday is gone... can't do anything about it.
    Tomorrow isn't here yet... can't affect it.
    Today is here, this moment is what counts. Don't worry about anything but the next decision you make.
    1813 days ago
  • NICKI984
    Don't let the weird things that are happening to you make you go back to old habits. Find another way to take out the frustration you feel about these things happening and you'll feel much better. Maybe you just hit an off week and stumbled into the weirdness. It happens to everyone, you just have to make the decision to keep on trucking in the positive side of things and you'll be alright. :) Keep your head up and keep up the good work!
    1813 days ago
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