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Tuesday, July 02, 2013

I've often wondered - - - Why Me

As a toddler I was molested
I was molested as a kid more then once
As a preteen I was molested
I was raped as a teen

I've wondered - - - Why Me

Most of the time I am sad
I often put ppl b4 myself
Most of the time I want 2 die
I often avoid people

I wonder - - - Why Me

I live in my own reality
I want to be able to socialize
I live in a very dark place
I want to the find the light

So - - - Why Me
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  • DAISY443
    I am so sorry that it was you! I hope you can find happiness now and peace! Hugs!
    1778 days ago
  • BEEJAY49
    I wish I could answer that for you, but I can't. One thing I did was make up my mind to not be like anyone else and do what I can to help others even when I don't feel like it. It's good therapy for me. Love you! HUGS!
    1784 days ago
    its so hard to know why us and why its gone and nothing done about it so sad emoticon
    1785 days ago
    I'm really sorry, but I can't say (why it was you?) I had similar in my life. I can only say that, sometimes what doesn't kill us makes us stronger and it makes us more able to help and understand others that have been thought and had the same happen to them emoticon emoticon emoticon And no one can take that from you!
    1785 days ago
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