Abandoning spark...not yet!
Friday, June 28, 2013
As I said I found this swedish health page and after thinking for 24 hours (a looong time for me) I decided to give it a year - that means I did not only go for the free version but paid for the next step - it is 39 a month for the first year...(5.74 USD) They do have groups where you are "private" inside groups, they also have the blog opportunity but you can´t decorate your blog as nice as on Spark. I have come to the conclusion that I am a very visual person so that counts.
Anyway, found a group with an average age of 60, about ten persons, and they seem to have experience and thoughts enough to keep me interested.
Spark is a sort of sanctuary to me - I live with the illusion that nobody will find me here...I have not connected spark to my facebook account and so far I have never experienced any comments that indicates that someone that knows me in real life has found me here... I should not trust that too much but until I get any sign of something else I will continue to be as open here as I could not be in a surrounding where coworkers, friends and family might read... that swedish spark will give shelter as the group I joined is closed, only assigned members can read.
Anyway - that group saved me from overeating yeasterday - as a beginner I want to be "good" and show success. That will pass but I hope it will last as many kilos as possible...
This morning started with bright sun and know thunder clouds are filling the horizon - I want to do a bike ride, better hurry up before the rain comes!