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Trying to get back to Sparkpeople

Monday, June 24, 2013

I am trying to get back to SP. I've had a rough couple of months. My husband has passed away and now lives with his Heavenly Father. I am trying to get back on track. It's very hard for me.
I have a hard time remembering anything I need to do and anything anyone tells me. I have to write everything down. It doesn't matter how much sleep I get, I'm still tired as the day goes on and people can see that on my face. I've been told that several times. I feel very worn out even early in the morning.
I have several people that are willing to help me, anytime, with anything.
Last week was a very hard week to get through. Sunday was Father's Day, Wednesday was 4 weeks that he passed away, Thursday was his birthday, Friday we bought his headstone, and Saturday was 1 month to the date.
Yesterday was the 1st Sunday I went back to my church. It was very hard for me. I cried most of the time I was there. I still need prayers and encouragement.
Thank you for the encouragement from my Sparkfriends while my husband was going through this rough time in his life and while I was taking care of him. I find it VERY amazing that people care about what I'm going through and offer help when they don't even know me and have never met me before. And some of you have even offered help after my husband passed away. thank you soo much to a bunch of caring people. may God bless each and every one of you every day of your lives!!
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I am soo blessed to have such special people in my life. Thank you Jesus for sending these people to be part of my life!!
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    1822 days ago
    Many hugs to you, and my condolences on your loss.
    1822 days ago
    You are still in shock from all that has happened. Very difficult to process such a change in your life. Make sure you are getting vitamins and minerals either in your diet or supplements. Blog should help you to express what you are feeling instead of keeping everything bottled up. You have been on rote, just getting through all that the details that had to be attended to. Be extra good to yourself right now, nothing stays the same and it will change. emoticon emoticon
    1823 days ago
    Oh, I'm so glad to see you blogging again! It will certainly help you process your feelings. Feel free to write about your struggles and thoughts without worry how it sounds... your feelings matter.
    Milestones, holidays, these things are especially hard after a loved one moves on. Just know there are many people who have stood in a similar place and recovered. You will too. You took care of him for so very long, now you owe it to yourself to take care of yourself more. Give yourself the gift of living this life well. When you start feeling your strength return. One day you will realize that you are enjoying something simple and that you will be o.k.
    Many hugs to you. You are special and important and you matter. I'm glad to see you coming back, my friend.
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