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Plagued by "what ifs"

Sunday, June 23, 2013

This has been eating at me for the past week. For the past few years, I gotten random episodes of hypoglycemia a couple hours after breakfast. For a while, it would only happen once every couple of months. For the past couple weeks though, it has become an almost daily occurrence. I brought it up to my new doctor on Friday. I have a CT scan on Wednesday morning.
My mind has been reeling with 'what ifs'. I can't stand it. I could barely even get through my 4-hour shifts this weekend without my mind plaguing me. I'm scared and I can't focus on anything else for more than a little while.
Then little bad things happen and just compound on me. I'm trying to get through each day, but it get harder to get out of bed each morning. Life is pushing down on me hard this week...
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