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Tuesday, June 18, 2013

So i guess i blinked and here i am.


ouch. it even hurts to type it out. but that's why I'm blogging right now, right? to type it all out. somehow it seems that when i see it in front of me in black and white....that its real.

reality. Yup, i could use a sip of that. if i say that same stupid "just one more day" or "just this last time" crap to myself again I'll be sick. this time. every time. its killing me.

there. how's that for friggin reality. its killing me.

every time i overeat and every time i shove crap down my throat.....its killing me.

time to pick up the pieces and move on.
g'night, sparkworld.
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    Bravo for speaking the truth. Welcome to your future here in Sparkworld!

    1765 days ago
    Yes, get it out. Blog. Rant. Whatever it takes, put it out there.
    Tomorrow is another day. Actually, don't wait for tomorrow. Now is the start of your future.
    1766 days ago
  • CYND59
    Take it one day at a time. Do not look at the past. Go forward and decide once and for all- How Bad Do You Want To Loose Weight And Be Healthy?
    Persistence pays off.
    1766 days ago
    I've mentioned to many people my two buzzwords for weight loss: Persistence and diligence. If you have a fair amount of these, the weihgt will drop.
    1766 days ago
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