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The rabbit hole......

Friday, June 14, 2013

So I had an emotional breakthrough. It's supposed to be a good thing, right? It has actually done more damage than good. It has put the relationship with the other person on rocky, awkward territory. I have realized what triggered the eating and laziness, and when I told the other person involved about why - it was not received well. I didn't expect sunshine and rainbows, but I did expect at least an adult conversation and solution. I have told them that I am doing my part to change it, but I was met with stress and emotional roller coaster feelings...
I just don't know what to do at this point.
I also haven't been able to go to boot camp because the trainer switched the days and times to those that I am not able to attend... The other boot camps in my area are more expensive and do not fit the criteria of workout that I need.

I am so lost and starting to feel disconnected from the challenge. Why does one thing happen when things are good to send me down the rabbit hole to failure?

I do not want to give up, but I need change. The other person is not willing to do that. I can't give up on myself and giving up on them might be just as bad....
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  • SHAPESHIFTER09
    I'm sorry you're going through this. I've had more than my fair share of experience with relationships that involve people who aren't looking out for my best interests. My best advice? let go, or be dragged. Best of luck to you.
    1859 days ago
  • MPRILL
    emoticon Hang in there. Sometimes the right choice isn't the easiest.
    1860 days ago
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    Hang in there!!
    1860 days ago
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