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High Light of a LONG week!

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Thank you again all of you for your support the other day. I chose not to blog yesterday because it was the same kind of crappy day at work and the family was just making it worse again. I ended the day on a very good note though. I did a 45 min Zumba workout and a 30 min Pilates. I needed the pilates to help my back, when it gets tight yoga or pilates seems to help. I felt so good like I had really got a good workout in yesterday. I really want it! I really wanna be happy and not have all this weight dragging me down. I have accomplished 13 (well technically 12.8 lbs) LOL I am so excited I am so looking forward to the 280's I am soooooo close.

I remember the first day I got my scale I step on it and freaked! I cried for a good hour about the number I saw on the scale. I know that 13 lbs isn't a lot compared to what my long term goal is but I am so happy to have come this far. See others success, my success, and all the support that I have here makes me think my life long desire to be comfortable in my body is possible. I walk taller and swing my hips a bit more. It is amazing how much more confidence 13 lbs can make.

In the beginning I was convincing myself that I had to try this one more time. I saw my starting photo (yep another freak session) and I couldn't believe I looked like that. Now I have now idea what I look like but I am a sexy mama! I know this because mentally I see who I have been all along just buried. I smile because these lbs can't hold me down anymore. I am way healthier and happier. I am actually toying with the idea of eventually wearing a bikini and if you know me that would never cross my mind. Not because I want to get attention, but just because I could. I have faked and faked and am starting to make it! I can't wait to say I have made it. Look for the blog in the future I faked it and I MADE IT! That is going to be my skinaversary!

Well you all have a bless and spectacular day!!! emoticon
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    You are doing so great! Celebrating all the small victories along the way and enjoying the journey is what will help you get through the challenges! You can do this and I can't wait to read the goal met blog!!!
    1809 days ago
  • 1234MICH1
    Girl, you are so right- I know that feeling all too well- but if you just keep on keeping on- it will keep on coming off- and remember- eventually- all you will have to do is keep it off- that there will actually be a time in your life that you wont need to lose any more weight- Keep seeing yourself in your head as that girl you plan on being in just a bit! I'm proud of you- and thanks for the comment on my blog- you have no idea how much I appreciated your thoughts ;) Have a great day!
    1809 days ago
  • EG8383
    it couts as 13 lbs! lol great job keep it going you'll going to be in and out of those 280 real soon. =)
    1809 days ago
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