Diary of a Fat Girl
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
June 12th 2013
Why am I doing this? Am i looking for sympathy from others around me, will I crave the support and motivation that I need to move forward - will this really work for me?
Questions, always questions but no answers insight.
So today has started off like any other day, I'm exploring my options as usual, thinking of how great I would feel if I didnt have all this weight on me and how great I would look in a new slimmer wardrobe, but in the back of my mind I'm always thinking if this will work - I mean cmon I've tried everything else, why would this work?
So I'm sitting here setting up my goals, looking at inspirational quotes and pictures of how I eventually want to look. I have this strange feeling in my stomach - what is this feeling? I'm not sure what it is but it definitely gives me hope that I can do this!
ONly time will tell - but lets get this started!