The Agony of Defeat
Tuesday, June 04, 2013
Well, that 3 pounds that I lost a couple of weeks ago? It's back. Now....if I had totally pigged out on junky, bad foods, then I would understand. But I haven't, and didn't. I am getting so FED UP with my body, my metabolism (or lack of one) I feel defeated. I've been eating SO WELL.....SO HEALTHY. I've been able to walk a little each day, but not as much as I would like to, because it is painful. Until I can get myself moving at a high rate of speed on my walking, I don't think I am going to lose any weight. I am so mad at myself.....my body, my metabolism and my age. I wish for one day.....just ONE day where I didn't think about my weight AT ALL. A day of peace and tranquility. Without worry. Without obsession. I. Just. Feel. Worn. Out.