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Friday, May 17, 2013

so you see all that going on on the left side??

Yeah gross..
you see all of that going on on the right side?
Pretty bomb.

233lbs today
feeling great!
Got a doc apt today for my yearly pap as well as follow up for weight and anxiety
..how nuts does it sound when I say things like:

"I feel badly because I didn't sign for my doc to see the files from counseling.."
yeah I had a lot of anxiety about it.
so much so that I wanted to call my counselor and have her fax me the form so I could sign over the rights so my regular doc can see.. ugh I hate caring so much about what people think! Who cares?? Its my file, I don't want her to see it (she's also my son's doc and some things I'd just like to keep between me and the counselor).. ugh whatev Julie you'll get through it.. Its not like my doctor is gonna be mad at me that she couldn't read through the files..

Im fasting for bloodwork
I need coffee!!!!
Its kinda like a ritual of mine to get a mocha every Friday to "break my $20" for daycare.
Oh well extra calories for something later in the day :)

Been lifting with hubby
I feel like a beast when I'm there
I'm a pretty powerful person who should not be messed with.
finally over the fact that people can see my weight lifting face
Any one who has a problem with it is just a bad person in my opinion.
I feel like people think Luis is my trainer
he's hot
I'm not.
whatev I will be.
He's amazing when we're there
so encouraging
Think its about time I invest in some gloves
they gross me out.. but my hands will thank me for it.

gave my sis all of my crutch clothes last weekend!!
And I bought some new size 18 black slack for work
I feel really good in them
Now I just need a little more moola to get rid of the rest of my belly band pants
I have 2 pairs that I am obsessed with right now due to the fact that I bought them when I was much smaller and they never fit while pregnant with Adrian so they are like totally new clothes to me.

So I should probably get to work..
Big gulps, eh?
Welp, see ya later.
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