Wednesday, May 15, 2013
I have been feeling really down lately. Not really sure why because I am going above my expectations for weight loss. I have been exercising and eating healthy on a regular basis. I know my husband is not cheering me on because he doesn't think that I need to loose weight. I am 90 pounds overweight so there is nothing that I am seeing that he is not. I think he has bigger issues than me losing weight but oh well. I am doing this for myself and my children. On my side of the family there are all kinds of medical issues that can be associated with weight. I have just been lucky this far that I am at perfect health other than being extremely obese. I do not want to have an unhealthy lifestyle anymore before the problems come.
We are going on vacation next month which I should be looking forward to but I don't know how it's going to work. I love my husband with everything that I have. He provides for all 6 of us. He works full time out of the home at least 60 hours a week so we can have all our needs met. Plus we even are lucky enough to have all our wants met. Many people can't do that anymore and I should be grateful for him. But I have noticed that in the past few weeks since he is not supporting me with my new lifestyle that I am extremely irritated with him all the time. I don't know what to do! For once in my life I am lost for words.