I was in the hospital

Monday, May 13, 2013

Hi everyone,

Sorry I didn't mean to worry you. I was in the hospital. My depression was really bad and I called a friend and told her that I didn't want to be here anymore. She got worried and call 911 and I was admitted into the hospital. I am feel a bit better now. I still am feeling depressed but I don't have suicidal feelings anymore. A lot is going on in my life right now. I am feeling very overwhelmed. I am just trying to take this one day at a time. I guess the good news is that I lost ten pounds while in the hospital. Although it was done the wrong way. Hope everyone is having a great day.
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    I am so glad to hear you got the professional help you needed! Welcome back! Please keep blogging and not hold the feelings inside of you emoticon
    IKacey co-leader of the Chair Exercise Team
    2259 days ago
    I am relieved that you did get some intervention!
    2259 days ago
  • CAMAEL100
    I am SO SO glad you rang a friend and she was there to help you. I am hoping that you will get the help you so desperately need in the hospital!

    2259 days ago
  • COOKIE_AT_51
    So glad to hear your friend intervened and you were so smart to call her! emoticon I hope the hospital was able to help with meds and get things smoothed out?
    emoticon that you lost 10 pounds, that is a good side result. V emoticon to you ... So glad you're back!
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    Spark on ~ Cookie
    2260 days ago
    I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I am glad that your friend called 911 and that you were admitted to the hospital. I hope you will continue to improve and soon feel better. We are here for you, and WE CARE about you.

    2260 days ago
    2260 days ago
    You're the only you we have. Glad you are better and hoping each and every day will grow with radiance and sunshine in your heart. Wishing you a song in your heart and smile on your face.

    2260 days ago
    emoticon emoticon Tanya, baby steps.. my dear dear friend. I am glad your friend called.. I am glad you have someone else besides us that thinks you're worth it..

    I'm glad the feeling of suicide have left you ..I'm here email me if you need to vent I will listen...

    Tell me what you want and Know even if I have never met you in real life.. I really do Care about you Tanya.. and I really think you are worth your best effort and This earth is a better place because you are here..

    Do what you need to for recovery and let me know if I can help in any way..

    love your friend,
    2260 days ago
    emoticon So glad to hear from you again, Tanya! It's seemed like such a long time since my mailbox alerted me you'd posted a blog. You were so very wise to give your friend a call, and I'm very happy to learn you're feeling a little better. Having lost 10 pounds (!) while there must feel wonderful, but I imagine it is a painful way to lose weight... I think you're far wiser than you realize (or can acknowledge right now, in the midst of depression - which is such a cruel and numbing condition), and your plan to take one day at a time is one that's been key for me at the most difficult times in my life.

    You've still got so much to offer this world... I'm delighted you're back, and I look forward toward being able to read how you're coming day at a time. Many emoticon , Susan
    2260 days ago
    Oh my goodness SUNSHINE - I've been so worried about you - I was hoping that you finally went in. Did they change your medicine? Are things getting any better?

    I'm so glad to hear from you - I've been checking your page every day!

    Please - take care of yourself and know that there are truly people who care.

    2260 days ago
    Please, be kind to yourself! You deserve it.

    2260 days ago
  • JUNEAU2010
    I hope you have sunshine in your heart for a very long time.
    2260 days ago
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