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I was in the hospital

Monday, May 13, 2013

Hi everyone,

Sorry I didn't mean to worry you. I was in the hospital. My depression was really bad and I called a friend and told her that I didn't want to be here anymore. She got worried and call 911 and I was admitted into the hospital. I am feel a bit better now. I still am feeling depressed but I don't have suicidal feelings anymore. A lot is going on in my life right now. I am feeling very overwhelmed. I am just trying to take this one day at a time. I guess the good news is that I lost ten pounds while in the hospital. Although it was done the wrong way. Hope everyone is having a great day.
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  • IKACEY
    I am so glad to hear you got the professional help you needed! Welcome back! Please keep blogging and not hold the feelings inside of you emoticon
    IKacey co-leader of the Chair Exercise Team
    1887 days ago
  • NELLIEC
    I am relieved that you did get some intervention!
    1888 days ago
  • CAMAEL100
    I am SO SO glad you rang a friend and she was there to help you. I am hoping that you will get the help you so desperately need in the hospital!

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    1888 days ago
  • COOKIE_AT_51
    So glad to hear your friend intervened and you were so smart to call her! emoticon I hope the hospital was able to help with meds and get things smoothed out?
    emoticon that you lost 10 pounds, that is a good side result. V emoticon to you ... So glad you're back!
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    Spark on ~ Cookie
    1888 days ago
  • WORKOUTWITHPAM
    I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I am glad that your friend called 911 and that you were admitted to the hospital. I hope you will continue to improve and soon feel better. We are here for you, and WE CARE about you.

    HUGS
    Pam
    1888 days ago
  • LIVENOW2012B
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    1889 days ago
  • CRITCHFIELD1
    You're the only you we have. Glad you are better and hoping each and every day will grow with radiance and sunshine in your heart. Wishing you a song in your heart and smile on your face.

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    1889 days ago
  • DAWNSJOURNEY
    emoticon emoticon Tanya, baby steps.. my dear dear friend. I am glad your friend called.. I am glad you have someone else besides us that thinks you're worth it..

    I'm glad the feeling of suicide have left you ..I'm here email me if you need to vent I will listen...

    Tell me what you want and Know even if I have never met you in real life.. I really do Care about you Tanya.. and I really think you are worth your best effort and This earth is a better place because you are here..

    Do what you need to for recovery and let me know if I can help in any way..

    love your friend,
    Dawn
    1889 days ago
  • CIRANDELLA
    emoticon So glad to hear from you again, Tanya! It's seemed like such a long time since my mailbox alerted me you'd posted a blog. You were so very wise to give your friend a call, and I'm very happy to learn you're feeling a little better. Having lost 10 pounds (!) while there must feel wonderful, but I imagine it is a painful way to lose weight... I think you're far wiser than you realize (or can acknowledge right now, in the midst of depression - which is such a cruel and numbing condition), and your plan to take one day at a time is one that's been key for me at the most difficult times in my life.

    You've still got so much to offer this world... I'm delighted you're back, and I look forward toward being able to read how you're coming along...one day at a time. Many emoticon , Susan
    1889 days ago
  • SUMTHINGSPECIAL
    Oh my goodness SUNSHINE - I've been so worried about you - I was hoping that you finally went in. Did they change your medicine? Are things getting any better?

    I'm so glad to hear from you - I've been checking your page every day!

    Please - take care of yourself and know that there are truly people who care.

    Sumay
    1889 days ago
  • MOTTAMAMALOU
    Please, be kind to yourself! You deserve it.

    1889 days ago
  • JUNEAU2010
    I hope you have sunshine in your heart for a very long time.
    1889 days ago
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