Motivation? Where are you?
Friday, May 10, 2013
I lost my motivation and can't find it anywhere. I've looked and and looked but it' gone. I need someone to help me find it and quickly. I am really depressed about Jeff and my health situations and all I do is eat, eat, eat. Then I feel even more depressed. Jeff is having his second biopsy done on Monday and hopefully they will get a big enough sample this time to tell us defifinitively whether he has pancreatic cancer or just chronic pancreatitis. My hives went away while I was gone but now are worse than ever. I!ve scratched myself raw and still itch. My heart Dr. says I can't take the prednisone the blood Dr. has me on because its making my heart failure worse so I guess I'll have to take the 4 week course of chemo. But I'm not doing anything until I know for sure about Jeff. Meanwhile I eat. Help!. I don't want to regain all my lost weight again. Someone lock me in a closet! Marsha. 👼