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Serious Depression

Thursday, May 09, 2013

I've been silent. Too much going on. Too much stress. Too many burdens. Too much work.
Not enough fun. Not enough money. Not enough time. Not enough self-love.

I don't even have the energy to write a blog about it.
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    1835 days ago
    I hope things get better soon.
    My prayers for you!

    1835 days ago
    emoticon - I hope today is a much better day
    1835 days ago
  • _LINDA
    You work so very hard, so very long hours, and yet you have so little to show for it. What is wrong with this picture? You are spinning your wheels on a dead end job. Maybe you have to start looking for something reflecting your skills and education better, or at the least offers hope for advancement, security and even a career. When things hit the bottom, maybe its time to shake things up. Break out of this mind -numbing, soul destroying rut and find freedom. Try searching at the very least. You have nothing to tie you down there.
    I second what others are saying. A little bit of fresh air, a walk in some quiet green space. You desperately need some time away from things. You can do that little bit.
    My thoughts, soothing, comforting, lifting you up, giving you a helping hand, what ever is needed, are with you.
    Never, ever give up and never give in, you are worth fighting for,
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    1836 days ago
    You need a hug. emoticon emoticon
    1836 days ago
    Get out of your rut (we all get in them) and do something different. Take a walk along the water in San Fran., take a pretty drive in the county, listen to new music and dance, pet some dogs and cats at the shelter, even though you are stretched thin, do something nice for someone else. Clean house real good, do a project like clean a closet. All things that won't cost (maybe some gas $) and may cheer you up a little. I know how you feel, sometimes it's hard to "pull yourself up by the bootstraps" Hang in there, life is cyclical. emoticon
    1837 days ago
    Count just one blessing for today. Is the sun shining? Can you hear the birds? You have these Spark Friends cheering you on!

    God knows your name, and He cares!
    1837 days ago
  • RFJSJ50
    Just know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
    I've been there - just keep pushing - things do improve in time.
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    1837 days ago
    I hear you. I live in that place too. Sometimes, just getting out for a walk in the sunshine will help. Hang in there, maybe you could find someone to talk to over coffee. Hugs!
    1837 days ago
    I hope your life will be in balance soon....Hang in there I have a person close to me who is in this state...but there is light at the end of the tunnel . I will keep you in my prayers. Find a friend who will listen maybe toss in a funny movie . Laughter is the best medicine when your feeling low.. Walking works wonders as well... emoticon
    1837 days ago
  • SOFT_VAL67
    i hear ya
    all of the above
    things got so bad for me i went back on anti depressants i have been off of for months and months and months
    and now here i am back on them
    i had to do something, something had to give, no sunlight is bad, low vitamin d, verrrrrrrry low vitamin d
    and no fun in my life
    feelings of hopelessness and abandoment, and yet, i dont want to spend time with anyone
    a broken foot lead me off the walking track, walking was my savior and my salvation and led me to a 70 pound weight loss and then, crack
    the foot broke and my walking was halted, and the low vitamin d kept the foot from healing
    its been 4 months and im slowly beginning to walk again
    but its rained for 40 days and cold damp dark dreary skies
    and so on and so on and so on
    good luck and i hope you find what works for you
    1837 days ago
  • DARJR50
    Been there done that. Find some "me" time. It is more important than anything else you have going on.
    1837 days ago
    Maybe we should get together and try to cheer each other up. I hope things get a little better soon. emoticon
    1837 days ago
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