Trial and Errors
Monday, May 06, 2013
I have been crazy grumpy, moody and making horrible food choices lately. Turns our my "monthly visitor" has decided to come after almost a year hiatus. I would say I'm upset but really I am just happy to have a reason for the way I have been feeling/acting lately. The only bad thing is that it has had some negative effects on my weight.
That being said I am have decided to take part in the "NO WEIGH MAY"
For the rest of May I am not going to weigh myself (normally I weight myself everyday at the gym). I know the daily weigh-ins can be beneficial but they can also be very stressful. I know after weekends, especially ones like this weekend, I get really anxious about weighing myself in the morning. And when the scale doesn't come up with the number I want, it puts me in a funk. It kind of brings me down for my workout, which really is one of my favorite times of the day.
This maintenance period is all about figuring out what works for me. The thing is, just because things, like daily weigh-ins, work for other people doesn't mean that they will work for me. I think the point of maintenance is finding a way to make health a priority but also take life back. For the past two years my entire life has been wrapped up in losing and keeping the weight off. Somewhere in there I forgot that there is an entire world going on around me.
I know that for me maintenance is going to be a lot more about losing and gaining, hopefully all the while staying in "MY" healthy weight range, but not freaking out too bad if I go a little higher (as long as it doesn't last very long). I think that at this point it is far more important to get back into life, I need to be a present and active member of my family. I know that I have been so focused on losing weight that I have missed out on life. Every thought has been wrapped around calories, exercise, meal plans, really anything that has to do with weight.
Don't get me wrong, it was necessary but really what is the point in being healthy if you're not truly living life? Luckily I love to exercise and through this journey it has become more of a habit than a chore and truly is now just part of my life.
Anyways just a little venting. I am looking forward to making this month full of stress free gym days, and I'm excited to see what the end result is. Maybe it will become my regular, to just weigh in once a month, on the other hand if it's not so good of a result at least it's a learning experience and I have only lost one month of the rest of my life. But really maintenance is all about Trial and Errors.
You can't succeed if you don't try.