15,000-19,999 SparkPoints 16,879

Lather Rinse Repeat

Sunday, April 28, 2013

I'm starting to think I have a death wish. Seriously. Why else would I continue on this self destructive path I'm on? Every fiber of my being tells me I'm doomed. I come to the page, rededicate myself to changing my life, and a few months later, I'm back again, looking at my failures, my weight gain, and my inability to keep a promise to myself. I'm at my wits end. I'm telling myself today is a new day, forget yesterday and the day before that, move on from here. I'm telling myself that. I'm telling myself that. The question is, am I listening?

if this isn't the best reason in the world to listen, I don't know what is.
Share This Post With Others
Member Comments About This Blog Post
    I feel the same way. Your reasons are beautiful. But you can't do it for them, it has to be inside of you. (I keep telling myself that). Sometimes we have to look at the underlying reasons, which could be emotions, addictions (have you read the book "Wheat Belly"), stress. I know that you can keep searching and find your answers. emoticon
    1879 days ago
  • Add Your Comment to the Blog Post

    Log in to post a comment

    Disclaimer: Weight loss results will vary from person to person. No individual result should be seen as a typical result of following the SparkPeople program.

More Blogs by FARMERBARB