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Thursday, April 25, 2013

There is one good thing I found out today out of all this depression I threw myself into... Is that i did not gain every bit of weight back. I really felt like I did. I am a hair just under 300, which is technically in the 200's lol. Whatever helps right? The past few months I have dont nothing but hinder myself, stir up cravings, help others, gain weight, and be scared to see how much damage I did to myself.

So, what do I decide to do? I wake up motivated and ready the day-the same day that my 4 year old is sick, and Its that time of month, lolol, and I am pretty achy and hungry, andblah blah blah I DONT CARE. I am ready! That is the spirit I missed, ready to challenge something, and this is it.


I am a beautiful, strong, intelligent, intellectual girl who is letting food control her. wow thats pitiful. haha

Have a great day spark friends, thank you for reading. Time to stay focused. Im gonna do this.
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  • RIEALE77
    It's hard to break free from a slump, but you can do it. Just remember, no matter what demands your mom, kids, man make on you, you have to make yourself a priority. You can't be your best for them unless you get healthy and take care of you.

    You've faced the hard part - the scale after a slump...and now you can start again.
    2114 days ago
    Come on Krystal! You got it! You've beat so much have the tools and the skills.

    I know it's hard...I have lots of tough times...but LET'S GET THIS DONE!!

    2121 days ago
  • WINNIE1978
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    2122 days ago
    Way to go! You can do this
    2122 days ago
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