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april 24th 2013

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Today was a bad day for me . I was really depressed. I feel so empty inside and it hurts so bad. I don't know what to do anymore. I try so hard to make my self feel better and nothing changes. I am tired of feeling sad all the time. I feel liks such a failure. I just want to fit in and belong some where. No matter where I go I feel like an outcast. All I want to do is hide under the covers.
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  • WORKOUTWITHPAM
    Tanya, You are NOT a failure, and you are NOT an outcast here. WE CARE about you, and we want you to be happy. I just wish there was something that we could say or do to help you feel better. I agree with VLINDER that your depression is making you feel this way. I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers in hopes that you will soon feel better.

    HUGS
    Pam
    1880 days ago
  • DAWNSJOURNEY
    emoticon You are not a failure.. Depression is making you feel this way. IT is not who you are. I hope your appointment is soon . Tell him the drugs are having the opposite effect they are suppose to. THEY do affect some people the way they aren't suppose to .. YOU have to tell him everything..please please so he can help you . Tell him the medicine is not working.. tell him your thoughts of despair.. and how you want to just hide.. the medicine if working wouldn't make you feel this way..

    Stand up for yourself Tanya .. you are meant to be here and you MATTER !!
    1881 days ago

    Comment edited on: 4/24/2013 11:06:06 PM
  • MOMMY2MADILYN
    Hi am SO sorry to read that you are feeling depressed! I'm sending huge emoticon your way! You are an awesome lady that deserves peace and happiness. Please know that I am truly here for you!
    1881 days ago
  • NOW_IM_IT
    I am so sorry you are feeling bad! But be assured you may feel alone but you're never truly alone and you do belong! I've found SP to be a wonderful family-it's hard to have no other support, but this is a very warm place with folks who truly care about you!!

    Don't be afraid to reach out to others and to your doctor. If you feel you need a new one, go for it! I have had the same doctor for over 20 years and tomorrow I am going for my first visit with a new one. Kinda scary, but exciting too! It feels good to be in control of ME!!

    You are deserving of all the good stuff life has to offer, so be good to YOU!!

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    1881 days ago
  • MOM2ACAT
    emoticon I am so sorry.
    You are NOT a failure! Depression is often caused by things we cannot control. I agree with HAPPYMESOON, you might need to treat it with medication.
    Please do not give up on yourself, you deserve to feel happy and loved!
    1881 days ago
  • HAPPYMENOW58
    we all have our days...I know what you mean....Sometimes, if I just force myself to go for a ten minute walk..It will turn into a bigger walk....Sometimes, I read motivational articles and quotes on the Spark website....If it persists..be sure to visit your Dr. They can determine if medication may be in order...Stay strong...and just keep trying different avenues to help yourself....You are special and worthwhile! You CAN get through this.... emoticon emoticon emoticon I will be thinking about you.
    1881 days ago
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