I've Decieded

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Okay, so after a week of worrying, fretting, thinking, and brooding, I've finally made up my mind. I've decided to try again, but instead of going for clinical I'm going to go for experimental. I'm only going to apply to I.S.U. It's not fair to my husband or family to move all over the country. His business it based here, and my children are have wonderful services that are here. I don't think it would be wise to up root them and make them start all over again.

So, if I don't get in this time, then its just not meant to be. My first priority needs to be my family. My education is my safety net. I may not ever use it to provide for my family, but I want it to be their just in case. I've just gotten too caught up in my personal success and the freedom of feeling single again while at school that I've was beginning to lose my focus.

I became consumed with school, and my achievement. I lacked moderation. Being denied the opportunity to continue directly has made me more aware of how unbalanced I am become.

Because of my time at home, I have been able to take care of my health, my children, and regain the balanced I had lost.

Thank you my Dear Heavenly Father for giving me a slap upside the head, and halting my downward spiral. With you the best Dreams will come true and blessing you never thought of may make you the happiest. His will is always better than my own, and sometimes I have to be reminded of that.
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    Lol, I understand. I too need a good whooping upside the head from time to time. I know how hard it can be to balance life. I graduated college in 2007, I thought I was going to be a single mother for ever and so having a degree was my back up. God had different plans, got me hitched after ten long years of waiting, and well I haven't used my degree yet! I figure eventually, God willing, but I no longer sweat it. Oh, don't get me wrong we pay for it, grrr...., but no use yet.

    It is what it is sometimes, but dear, I am very encouraged for you because you have the right attitude about it, and you are absolutely right God is going to bless you out of your socks because of your obedience.

    Thanks for sharing! You are doing the right thing. Keep trusting, he will show you exactly the right timing for everything each step of the way :D
    2827 days ago
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