Sunday, April 14, 2013
I am feeling under the weather today. I am sure the weather has alot to do with it. Tired of no sun and always raining. Even if the farmers need it. I have gotten off my routine and am gaining weight instead of losing. I need some one to give me a kick in the butt. Will be heading to church in a little bit and hope for a talk to the Lord for kicking the blues and getting my head on straight again. I do not want to fall back into my old habits of food being my comfort. Which seems to be happening right now. Too many bad things happening right now with death of friends and all. The mind can really throw you off and make you want what you shouldn't. I am not looking for sympathy but just to vent my feelings out loud. This always seems to be the place I can do that.