April 13th 2013
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Today was a rainy day here so I was inside for most of the day. Last weekend I left a comment on my blog that my goal for this week was to blog everyday and drink ten glasses of water a day. Well I have been blogging everyday and I drank 10 glasses of water everyday except two. The first day I was less the 10 and today I drank 11 glasses so far. I am still feeling pretty low. I think I need a new psychiatrist. To be honest I find the one that I have now very intimidating and he is not very supportive. I don't think he listens to me very well. I have been telling him that the medication that I am on is working anymore for awhile now and he hasn't done anything about it. I have tried to get a new psychiatrist But there is a waiting list and because I already have one I am not able to go on the list. I don't know what I am going to do. I have decided that for now I am going to put the scale away and just try and maintain the weight that I am at and concentrate more on getting better. I was so disappointed and depressed when I weighed myself yesterday and saw that I gained weight. I am at the highest weight that I have ever been. My goals for next week is to continue to blog and drink at least 10 cups of water a day. As well I am going to not get take out this week.