april 12 2013
Friday, April 12, 2013
today was disappointing for me I weighed myself and realized that I gained weight. To be honest I haven't weighed my self in awhile. I feel discouraged. I know it is harder for me to lose weight because of my injury. But it is frusturating that I am gaining weight. I weigh 283 pounds that is so embarrassing. It is the most I have ever weighed. I wish I can get myself to stop orering out. I don't know what is wrong with me I know that it is bad but I still do it. I feel so depressed I just want to crawl into a hole and die. I don't want to live like this anymore.