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Day 9 in the journey of me...

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Here I am once again, showered and almost ready for bed. I was just in the shower thinking about my day and thinking about me. I like caring about me and thinking about me. I noticed and this may sound odd, that I started tending more to myself. Let me explain. I started shaving my legs every other day or so. I painted my nails and my toes and repainted them today after my Zumba. I started lotioning my whole body, in front of a full length mirror....and looking and not making the gagging sounds. I don't want my big ole fat belly anymore, but I decided while I was lotioning that I wasn't going to hate it either. I am not going to hate any part of me. I am going to tweak and fix parts not hate. That is huge, I mean huge for me. Not to hate me or my parts. I realize this process is going to take some work, but every single time I go to say something negative about me at work or home or with friends I am going to try like heck to stop me and say something good. Like check out my ass, it's getting harder... or something. I can't hate me anymore. I will not. I am not so bad, I am a good mom, a hard worker, a good wife, a good cook and housekeeper. I am good and dang it I need to love me. So yeah, that was me trying to tell myself that, I may need to say that over and over and over again, I'll eventually believe it. A work in progress. That is for sure.
So food intake was good, I rocked that out and I did my Zumba again, I'm loving the sweaty Zumba and then did my butt exercises. All in all a good day.
HEY DIANA>>>>>>I LOVE YOU....till next time...
Just keep swimming.
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