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Thursday, April 11, 2013

I cant do this anymore. I feel so depressed. I have tried to reach out to my supportsw and they won't listen to me. I honestly like they don't care. To be honest I guess I cant blame them because I am starting not to care either. I can't handle feeling this way all the time. I miss my niece and nep[hew so much. I hope they now how much I love them and that I will always love them no matter what. I don't know what to do anymore more I try to reach out for help and I don't get it. I feel so alone and unwanted.
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  • SUMTHINGSPECIAL
    Who is supposed to be supporting you? Your counselor? I'm just asking because I don't completely know your situation. Do they have any reason why they are not helping you? Can you go somewhere else? It is so important that you go to someone you can trust - and know that they will help. Anyway - I don't know if you - meant by support - family or if you mean the counselor you spoke to the other day.

    If you are talking about family - or friends - then try your best to find someone who will listen - someone who can support you in the way you need. It is not always easy - but definitely try to think if there is anyone else you can rely on.

    If you know those around you won't support you - then try your best not to rely on them - try to shield yourself from the negativity because it can make you feel much worse.

    As for your niece and nephew - will you be able to see them again - to talk to them again? It would be good for you - since they obviously mean a lot to you. I'm sure they know how much you care.

    Please take care of yourself - talk to your counselor and let him know how you are feeling. Don't let it continue to go untreated - you deserve to feel much better than you are now. I care about you.

    Sumay
    2012 days ago
  • IKACEY
    emoticon You are so depressed that it feels you are all alone and unwanted but this is not true. Your fellow teammates and friends are here to offer encouragement care and support. And those around you probably want to to, but may not be sure how to best help you. Reach out to them and I'll bet they jump right in. Meanwhile keep posting and don't give up. Take it one day at a time and lean on God
    IKacey co-leader of the Chair Exercise Team
    2013 days ago
  • COOKIE_AT_51
    emoticon ... try to remember you are emoticon
    2013 days ago
  • SUNSHINEGIRL311
    thanks for the support I can't see my niece and nephew because my sister thinks I am not good for them and she won't let me see them.
    2013 days ago
  • CIRANDELLA
    emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon to you, sweet Tanya, because I feel so bad you're going through this very rough patch. In all likelihood, too, the pain from your tendon injury and your depression are feeding each other, making each other all the more painful right now. I can tell you for sure that although this actually may go on for a little while longer, it will DEFINITELY end...and you will heal. It would be pretty unreasonable to expect you to feel great right now under the circumstances you've got...

    Talk to your counselor some more about the particulars of your relationship with your niece and nephew, how you miss them, and if there's some way at all you can rekindle it... Since the counselor has met with you on a face-to-face basis now, they'll probably be able to give you more concrete advice than we can on this.

    But I can tell you this: You may feel alone right now, family-wise, but you DEFINITELY are not unwanted! You can see from all of us who have answered this post of yours that we care very much about how you're doing and are thinking of you. Depressed feelings have a way of playing themselves over and over in our heads and really getting "stuck" there - the way out (or one, at least) is to get involved in a good movie or book or TV show, something that's going to really grab your attention. That's what's going to help you get outside of the prison walls of these sad feelings, some diversion...and a reminder that there's a whole interesting world still out there, even though you're limited in your ability to get up and about right now. (Can I ever relate from when I had my broken ankle!) Meanwhile, we're always here for you. - Susan emoticon
    2013 days ago
  • K1TT3N
    Sorry to hear everything that is going on .... if ya need some more support on here add me and we can email back and forth and support each toher
    2013 days ago
  • SLIMMERKIWI
    Sweetheart - Depression will TELL you you are alone, but the reality is that you aren't. You reach out here - we listen ........ we support........... we love and we CARE about you! I am sure that others in your physical surrounds DO love and care about you, but may not know how to show it.

    Where are your niece and nephew that you can't see them?

    BIG hugs,
    Kris xxx
    2013 days ago
  • NELLIEC
    Are you taking any medication for your depression. If you are, then it might be time to let your doctor know that it is not doing its job. If you aren't then it might be an idea to let your doctor know just how depressed you are!
    2013 days ago
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