April 1st - No Joke
Monday, April 01, 2013
Weighted myself this morning, it just keeps getting scarier and scarier. 38 lbs heavier than I was mid August of 2012. And 47 lbs from my goal. I am so sick and tired of having only a couple things in my closet I can wear. I am sick and tired of being tired. I am tired of the sick kids. I am tired of being depressed. I am tired letting everything be an excuse.
This year has just been one thing after another. I am an A student failing one of my classes right now. Just haven't found the rhythm to juggle it all. Everything in my life including my health is suffering now.
Well something has to change, I can't live like this anymore. It is almost warm enough to start wearing my skirts to work again, and I can't wear them. This is not okay!!!!!!!
So I got up this morning at 5 am to do Insanity's Day 1 Fit Test, wow am I out of shape compared to a year ago. I also went do to the gym during lunch today to get in some training for a 5k I am signed up for on 4/13. It is not going to be a pretty 5K, haven't trained like I should. But it will happen.
Game face it on, time to figure this stuff out!!!