Sunday, March 31, 2013
Not much to report this week. It was much of the same old nonsense as the last few weeks. Eating what I shouldn't, not exercising. You know. I'm trying again this week. Let's hope I can get my act in gear. I guess I should be glad I only gained a pound this last week. Not bad considering what I ate and that. Otherwise not much else to say, really. I guess I could say that if you didn't catch my friend feed, my fiance and I finally set an official date and have everything reserved for November 30. 8 months away. Definitely want to get my act in gear. I want to look as toned as I can. And if I do get control of myself, I could be almost out of the 200s by then, so why not try? I mean, I'll admit to wanting to be vain on my wedding day. I also want to start a family as soon as I can. I just want to be healthy. And right now I'm not. I'm almost back up to where I first started at 300 pounds. I'm 12.6 pounds away from that and I vowed to not go back and here I am. So all bets are off. I gotta do this. I have to. My fiance wants me to lose weight before we start a family because it would be less dangerous for me if I'm lighter and have the blood flowing as best as possible to prevent further clots. So I have to do this. I have to. Anyway, enough of my rambling for this week. Let's hope I have happy news to report next week. Until next time, spark friends.