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Sunday, March 31, 2013

Not much to report this week. It was much of the same old nonsense as the last few weeks. Eating what I shouldn't, not exercising. You know. I'm trying again this week. Let's hope I can get my act in gear. I guess I should be glad I only gained a pound this last week. Not bad considering what I ate and that. Otherwise not much else to say, really. I guess I could say that if you didn't catch my friend feed, my fiance and I finally set an official date and have everything reserved for November 30. 8 months away. Definitely want to get my act in gear. I want to look as toned as I can. And if I do get control of myself, I could be almost out of the 200s by then, so why not try? I mean, I'll admit to wanting to be vain on my wedding day. I also want to start a family as soon as I can. I just want to be healthy. And right now I'm not. I'm almost back up to where I first started at 300 pounds. I'm 12.6 pounds away from that and I vowed to not go back and here I am. So all bets are off. I gotta do this. I have to. My fiance wants me to lose weight before we start a family because it would be less dangerous for me if I'm lighter and have the blood flowing as best as possible to prevent further clots. So I have to do this. I have to. Anyway, enough of my rambling for this week. Let's hope I have happy news to report next week. Until next time, spark friends.
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  • JEM2929
    I'm in the same boat as you the last few weeks. But I see your blog is from the last day in March so I'm wondering how your last 10 days have been? Getting back on track? I'm really not trying as hard as I should and as hard as I know I can...but you know what? We CAN DO THIS!

    I have as much (more actually) to lose as you do so we should team up and really get each other motivated.

    Congrats on setting your official wedding date!!!! You must be so excited! You can do it! Just keep pushing yourself and allow a bad day/week every now and then. You're allowed! :)
    1900 days ago
  • HOLLYM48
    One day at a time. Start with small steps that will add up.
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    1909 days ago
    Yay for wedding planning! Just be careful- don't play the "I could be X by this date" game. Instead take it one step at a time. I know it's fun to work out the maths and etc, but it's not going to get you losing. What will? Choosing good nutritious foods for this meal and the next one and the next one. :)
    1909 days ago
    Start small and work your way up from there. I remember that you posted a really difficult starting poan on your blog a few weeks ago. Small changes really do add up and can gice you the kind of success that will keep you motivated the whole way through.

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  • BLITZ0825
    I believe you can do it!
    1910 days ago
    emoticon 8 months is plenty of time to tone up and make a great change! It'll be worth it when you look back over the wedding pictures. I didn't bother to lose any weight before mine and when I look back at those photos it looks like a completely different person standing there next to my makes me sad that I didn't try to change myself then.

    One pound isn't much...I share that gain with you this week. Keep in there...You can make it!
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