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Friday, March 29, 2013

Okay so my meeting went well. I was pleased. I had a decent night afterwards and a good day today until now...
I went from work to the store to get some stuff for my boyfriends easter basket. I bought a shirt without trying it on (first mistake) I came home had my dinner, but I didn't eat the salad first cause I wanted to make that Easter basket. I heated up my leftovers ate them quick and sat down to build a basket. While I was building a basket I was sampling... so my nice balanced dinner was ruined by my own stupidity (Second mistake). Then I tried on my new shirt which didn't fit now I'm feeling guilty about eating the darn candy and I'm upset my shirt doesn't fit. I'm nervous about Easter with his family (I've never met them) so I thought a new shirt to boost my confidence... bad idea I guess. Then I decided well I need to use that wii fit i got for christmas that i haven't opened yet, so I did that and it's really the first attempt at exercise I've done in awhile so it was hard and i felt bad I couldn't do better. Now I'm forcing myself to guzzle water and I'm trying to stay positive, but I'm really upset with myself. I'm doing better tracking wise I haven't missed a day. I've hit 5000 steps each day this week so next week I'm on track to up it to 6000, but I just had to eat the stupid candy. Anyways I'm not going to continue to type my beatings. I took my shower I'm going to do my 15 minutes of house work and try to forgive myself for being a loser and pray the scale can be kind on Sunday morning.
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