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Day 26...

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

emoticon emoticon Last night was another long night with nothing helping me fall asleep. I think my body is growing use to not having my Bi pap machine and is going back to the old style of surviving. I turned the TV off and on three times last night, with the last time i just gave up on the whole idea of getting any sleep, I had the coffee pot made and the coffee brewed by the time my wife got out of the shower and was letting the dogs out when she came into the kitchen.
Sure will be glad when I can let the dogs out together and not the girls now then the boy... I really think that my nerves are reaching a point that I have never been put in before. I feel anxious all the time lately, and really have to think about what i say to someone and what my reply to someone asking me something...My mother in law called and asked what time her daughter got off of work today, and just about bit her head off when she asked how i felt lately.. Even the dogs aren't safe from a yelling at. i have never been one that has a temper. My mother taught us to turn the other cheek and then if that didn't work then well you get the idea.....
Well time to start the supper for tonight and its a experiment on my behalf. I do not like ribs at all, to messy to eat but i cooked some boneless ones the other night and i just browned them in our electric skillet well earlier i boiled the ribs off and then i took them out of the water and seasoned them up and put them in the fridge to marinate for awhile. Now it on to the broiler in the oven and bar-b-Que sauce that my wife picked out to have with them...cornbread stuffing and beets round out the dinner... one cookie sheet and one pot and two dishes and two set of utensils are all the dishes i will have to wash later..
Maybe if a stuff myself i will be able to get some zzzzzzzzzzzzz's tonight huh??? Hope everyone has a good evening.. emoticon
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  • STHAX10
    Lack of rest does make us very irritable. Understand that it is not your nature, nor your fault. Take care of yourself... emoticon
    1911 days ago
    What you are going through now is starting to be dangerous. Can you call your doctor and tell him what you wrote in your blog? I can't believe that they will just let you suffer like this; doesn't make sense. I am really sorry and wish I could just buy you the machine. Hang in there, my friend. Lots of emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon Love, Chelsea
    1912 days ago
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