150,000-199,999 SparkPoints 198,016

Today is a better day

Thursday, March 21, 2013

So not all my days suck, and sometimes I'll even post about them. :-D

I stayed home yesterday, and my FWB showed up Tuesday evening. We spent the snow day together, which was a lot of fun. I needed that kind of fun. I thought a lot about the guilt, and another friend said some words that made me rethink my guilty feelings. He said that My Guy never wanted me to be sad, nor guilty, for enjoying life. It took a couple hours to wrap my brain around that, but it made sense. It's also what allowed me to enjoy yesterday.

I was able to rest up a little bit yesterday, in between snow blowing and enjoying company. I feel a little more "together" today.

There are still a lot of thoughts jumbled in my head, and feeling that go with them, but I'm starting to sort through them. There is still a lot of "stuff" I haven't addressed yet, and there will still be days when I miss My Guy to the point of tears, but it's good to know that there are more happy days than sad days.
Share This Post With Others
Member Comments About This Blog Post
    no... he wouldnt want you to be sad. im sure he loved seeing you smile and hated seeing you cry.
    im glad that you're able to have good days.
    1882 days ago
    emoticon Yippie for good days emoticon
    1887 days ago
    Glad today was a happy day for you.

    Country Living Team

    emoticon emoticon
    1888 days ago
  • INSH8P
    So good to hear from you, Jo, especially when there is more "light" and comfort. It is so right to enjoy, and you express that light in such a positive way. I spent the snowy day doing research for an upcoming presentation (different from my usual cramming at the last minute). Best wishes - for healing and wellness. emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1888 days ago
  • Add Your Comment to the Blog Post

    Log in to post a comment

    Disclaimer: Weight loss results will vary from person to person. No individual result should be seen as a typical result of following the SparkPeople program.

More Blogs by JLDACQ