Today is a better day
Thursday, March 21, 2013
So not all my days suck, and sometimes I'll even post about them. :-D
I stayed home yesterday, and my FWB showed up Tuesday evening. We spent the snow day together, which was a lot of fun. I needed that kind of fun. I thought a lot about the guilt, and another friend said some words that made me rethink my guilty feelings. He said that My Guy never wanted me to be sad, nor guilty, for enjoying life. It took a couple hours to wrap my brain around that, but it made sense. It's also what allowed me to enjoy yesterday.
I was able to rest up a little bit yesterday, in between snow blowing and enjoying company. I feel a little more "together" today.
There are still a lot of thoughts jumbled in my head, and feeling that go with them, but I'm starting to sort through them. There is still a lot of "stuff" I haven't addressed yet, and there will still be days when I miss My Guy to the point of tears, but it's good to know that there are more happy days than sad days.