Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Today I feel accomplished.
I work midnights and it is pretty hard to get into a routine enough and not be tired.
I have worked my schedule out where I can work out everyday.
I can feed my children and myself healthy dinners and I will have a clean house doing it.
The last week I have went from only doing a mile and a half to getting to six miles today.
Well i'm starting to date again. Generally when I go out with a guy I order something that isn't very healthy and I will eat half of it. It seems like it is getting harder to find a guy who is willing to do things with you and go out on dates though.
Simple things count like hiking and a long walk. For him to want to be around me in general. Make the effort.
I know when I am seeing someone and I am happy I work out more and eat a little better.
I wish I could just find a guy who wants what I want and not be controlling or too serious.
My friends and family want me to focus on me but I think a good healthy sex life is part of being a adult.
I don't want to deal with someones drama or games. I just want to smile, feel good and have fun in the few moments we get to spend together.