I lost but I am still mad
Friday, March 15, 2013
Okay so I weighted in this morning. It just barely moved this morning but I took it as a one pound loss ecspecially since I have not (excuse me for this) been to the rest room in days. I am so disgusted with the scale right now. I have been working out at least 6 hours a week for a while now and I still have only lost 6 pounds since New Year. I know the whole if you lose it slower it stays off. Well I beg to argue that point because let me have two weeks of not counting everything that goes in my mouth and I will gain all of it back. I know I am being negative this morning so I apologize. Yesterday i did not make the best food choices but I stayed in my calorie range. I went to bed hungry to stay in my calorie range for my weigh in this morning. I actually told my husband last night if the scale did not move this week I was going to eat like crazy today. I am just not seeing much scale progress and it is sad that I have to actually consider a bowel movement as maybe next week I will lose more if I could just go. UGHHH! I count the calories I burn and that alone should be giving me a one and a half pound loss but NO not on my scale.
I took my measurements this morning and I lost another 1/2 inch in the waist which is great if I could lose it anywhere else like my hips and rear so at this rate I have a 10 inch difference in my waist and my hips. Soon I will be disperportionate like a barbie except fat. Call me 40 year old barbie with zero metabolism. :(
It is so hard to stay on track with my eating when I never see progress. My husband said this morning he can tell a difference but I think it was only because he knew I was mad. He sees me get up one hour before everyone else in the house. He actually complains that I spend more time working out than with him. I will continue to trudge along and hope for a 2 pound loss again next week but have come to the point of thinking I will never lose 2 pounds in a week again.
Sorry to be so darn negative when I complained just the other day about negative people. But I guess we all have our days.
I do have to say I love working out and I enjoy how I feel after a good workout. So I will continue to do what I have been doing but I am hoping to see some scale progress soon. I was in a Biggest loser challenge in which I wanted to lose 20 pounds in 14 weeks. I have only lost 4.5 in 6 weeks of this challenge so I am seriously doubting my abilitiy to lost 15.5 pounds in the next 8 weeks. I will keep my fingers crossed for a miracle.