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Today 3/14/13

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Today I worked, the first time since September and it was a good day. No one had time to aske what happened to Ed, etc; so, I didn't have to talk about it. I was busy busy but not overwhelmed like some days that I work and Lord knows, I need the money. I have taxes to pay and other unexpected bills; so,working was doubly good.
Coming home was difficult though. I wanted to come home and have Ed meet me at the door, hug and kiss me and tell me he had started dinner. Of course that wasn't to be; so, I was sad and still feel sad. I thought that today would be without tears but I was wrong. Maybe tomorrow will be I will work again and then go to a play with a friend who has an extra ticket.
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  • JO88BAKO
    Good for you for going back to work! Don't know if I told you or not, but my son-in-law has just been diagnosed with colon and liver cancer. We had a busy day today, so I didn't have time to think either. We are going back to Iowa a week early. They live in Wisconsin. My granddaughter is a basket case over her daddy. She is 16 and doesn't know how to handle the mad, angry, sad etc emotions. One day at a time. He is having a lot of tests next Friday. They go see the surgeon tomorrow. The oncologist wants to shrink the mass first. I'll keep you posted. How is Sandy Claws. How did she do while you went to work. Good luck tomorrow. You are doing a great job. Hugs!
    1923 days ago
    I'm glad things went well at work.
    1923 days ago
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