Thursday, March 14, 2013
I had Thai food for lunch today. It was veggies and tofu with rice. I wasn't expecting the rice because the online menu makes no mention of it. Wasn't the end of the world. It came with less veggies than I was expecting, so the numbers ended up working out. I was going to have a dessert but I had a beer (Singha) instead. A nice meal. However the conversation was turned towards the move Mr. S and I are taking in July. We plan to move across the country. That part is great. The not-so-great part is the lack of jobs in the area we are moving too. It makes me wonder if I should get another MA (this time in education but with what money?), change my career path (to what?), or fall to the ground, give up, and stop moving. I find change very stressful but this change is even more stressful because I'm nearing 30, it is time for things to fall into place. I have a great education. I'm not sure why I find it so difficult to locate a job. Right now I have a stupid part-time job that I'm doing completely for the money. I hate everything about, even the paycheck isn't great. However, I was unemployed for over a year and they were the first place to offer me a job. I was desperate and I took it. At times like this I wish I could read the novelization of my movie-life and learn what I'm supposed to do next.