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Thursday, March 14, 2013

I don't know how ~ or even if you can ~ keep a particular blog entry private. If I did, I would have done that with this one.

I am, actually, just making this blog so that I have a 'reminder of time' ~ at some point in the future. I used to love making blog entries but I haven't felt 'much' like doing anything lately.

I am doing the things I can, putting one foot in front of the other, trying to be present ~ in all things in my life, lately. As far as SP goes, I am staying within calories and doing 10-15 minutes of exercise daily. I know that 'somewhere' inside myself, I still care and still want to lose weight and get healthy. Although, currently, I feel none of it.

Am I depressed? Does life suck? I honestly don't know ~ beyond the usual 'some things in life always suck'. I just hope some good feelings come back to me soon. Simply 'surviving' really is 'nowhere land'/

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  • SNIC23
    Since this is NOT a private blog I will butt in and say that I'm very sorry you're just getting by to get by right now. That's no fun place to be and I don't miss that feeling in the least! Whatever it is that has you down in the dumps I hope it passes soon.

    Maybe some real vitamin D in the form of sunshine would do you some good.

    You may not be ready for Kristina & the Waves "Walking on Sunshine" right now, but maybe you can find solace in some of your favorite POSITIVE music. Play something soothing while you sing along and cook yourself a healthy dinner or chop up a fresh, juicy salad.

    Kiss the mirror next time you walk by and tell yourself that you are one sexy creature and that you deserve to have an amazing day - this instant!

    Keeping up with exercise is a big help, hopefully you can stay motivated enough to keep doing that.

    You're in my thoughts and I'm sending all the good vibes I possibly can!!!

    1890 days ago
  • PHOENIX1949
    emoticon emoticon Recently I've told a few folks that I need to take a 'time out' from all but the basic everyday living to renew my energy. Can't hurt, time will tell if it helps. Hang in there. Take care of yourself. emoticon
    1897 days ago
    There is a way to make private journal entries, but I can't remember what it is. Maybe do a search from the Help tab. Life in general is a lot like your description above--no one can stay on top of the mountain all the time, but you know what? Sounds like you are really hanging in there and I bet you will be "back" soon. Do you get SAD or winter doldrums? Another friend has a terrible time in the winter, but for me, I have found that I cycle in and out of these kinds of feelings. Sending you hugs!! Love, Jeannie
    1897 days ago
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