3-11-13 Back to work ready or not
Monday, March 11, 2013
Today I went to the doctor and she asked me if I was ready to go back to work. I told her physically I am ready mentally I am not. But it is definately time to get back into a schedual which would include my normal day activities which definately includes work. I have been out for two weeks. It is taking longer to feel better this last hospital trip but I am feeling stronger finally. I am taking time to get know my body and exactly how it feels and that is a hard thing to do. While physically I am ready for work, mentally I am still trying to organize myself to keep and make more good habits and I want to make sure that I don't fall back into my old habits because I know I will end up in the hospital again. Mentally it is nerve racking to keep everything going, but I am trying. It is too easy to slip back, but I am striving hard not to.
Now to plan lunches and breakfast and dinner for the next week.