What's on My Mind

Physically, I'm sick to my stomach and suffering from yet another migraine. I thought I was doing better, but going up a set of stairs this afternoon proved otherwise. I instantly started feeling nauseous and lightheaded...which, at this point, is not normal. I did get 20 minutes in this morning, and a few squats done throughout the day...least it's something.

Mentally, I'm kinda freaking out right now. My landlord called my BF about a truck that we bought that hasn't been working for a few months. It had a flat tire, but the weather's been nasty so we haven't gotten it inflated. He's been bitching about it, so today he calls and says that if we dont' get rid of it, he will. Wait, what? When did my BF and I become his children, for him to boss around?? So we talked about it, got a wrecking service out here to pick it up, and got a check to help offset the money we spent on it. Would have been better if we'd actually been able to sell it on Craigslist (which we were working on), but at least it's gone. Now my BF and I are talking about moving...I've known for a while that it was coming, but I've been trying to hold off on it. The latest tirade from the slumlord was pretty much the final straw. We've had problems in the past, but the location is close enough that my kids can go to the school they love.

There's one small problem...rent prices in Cheyenne are a lot higher then they should be. We're looking at paying 950 a month instead of 650 that we have now. Ugh! Granted, it would be a house instead of a trailer, but still...I hate spending money. So now I'm sitting here trying to figure out how to get everything packed up...should I hold off for a month more and hope to find something better? And I can't do anything at the moment because I feel sicker then a dog.

So yah, that's what's on my mind. I can't wait for the snow to stop..maybe my head will start cooperating finally and I can get some more minutes in tonight. I'm exhausted, physically, mentally. Tomorrow's another day though, right?